It kinda sucks that so many jc2s are in one way or another changing for alevels and not the good kind. Singapore's education system sometimes really sucks as it's a no degree and die world. Why are degrees so important for you future...I'm so sick of learning for all the wrong reasons. So many of your tight friends have been slowly drifting away into the spirit of alevels. Yes that might get you the grades you want but is it really you? So many of them are only making friends with people that you can benefit from academically and pushing away the others. I'm not saying that it happened to me directly but I've noticed from other's situations. Honestly, to get the grades you want you might just be losing yourself along way. I don't low about you but I sure wouldn't be proud of myself if I had ulterior motives to make friends with the good graders. Its not morally right in my opinion to make use of a certain someone that way and push away friends that have stuck by you from the beginning. Okay now that I thought of it, it seems to have happened to me. Yea it kinda sucks how you can get kinda close to someone and once they step foot in JC or they're months away from the alevels, boom! strangers...
Anyways, I guess what I want to say is that I will work hard on my own and together with my real friends and hopefully make something out of it. Even if the ending ain't as pretty, I would be able to live up with myself.

Did I mention how badly I would be flunking my Prelims...yea I bet more people would avoid me... But anyways, I wasn't very fond of pioneer JC in the first place and now I guess that i will be graduating in 3 weeks time, all i can say is that there are ways that it's better and there are ways that it got worse.

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