Alevels are over, the approx 8 months holiday begins now. Just recently worked with Vendermac for a Barbie photoshoot event. Met some really awesome colleagues and some really shitty customers. Its a bittersweet feeling that its over. Cause we prolly wont get to see the colleagues ever again but we finally stop getting shit from the stupid parents. Working life aint easy but i would still prefer this over JC life. hah. I guess some students tend to misunderstand holiday jobs. In their mind, you simply find a job, work and spend your pay. Its really not that easy. Okay maybe this post is aiming towards a particular individual i have in mind but still, cause its a lot more complicated than their virtual image of it...
Anyways, just had a sleepover with my best friends. Had much fun as usually, watching princess diaries 2 in the dark, jamming at midnight, taking crazy photos, snacking, snuggling, etc etc. I love this two girls to death i swear. Did i mention im gonna sign up for my driver's license soon, excited much!
Well wells, i guess theres something i want to touch on cause my besties kept saying im an octopus lol. So this goes out to the rest of the world that do not truly understand the situation. I dont quite understand why girls and guys cant be normal friends. I guess i have that answer cause one individual usually ends up falling for the other and ruins the beautiful friendship. But idk i would really love to have a normal guy friend cause guys are usually more calm and composed and less dramatic when it comes to handling situations. Sometimes its nice to have a person like that in your life. But nevertheless i will make sure the right boundaries are drawn, its afterall not nice to lead people on and let them down. well wells why cant everyone be like an open book...less misunderstandings, more mutual respect. Life would be so much better.
Been trying to avoid answering relatives when they touch on the topic 'my future' cause i honestly dont know what to do. My alevel results are the key to everything and honestly i dont have high hopes since i've been failing for the past few months. I just dont know which pathway i want to take. Used to have interest in Law but that prolly defines impossible instead of the other way round. And in the recent years mdm yeong made me interested in biology but yet again its a straight A course. Im not even sure if i truly want to teach or am i just saying that cause of the stability and its more clear cut. Or i can do philosophy and be a english teacher or prolly a writer which i will starve to death in Singapore. Too many options dont know which of them are realistic and to my likings. Lets just hope when the time comes, everything will work itself out.
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