Havent posted in years. probably cause i started writing my diary again so i dont see a point in blogging. But so far life has been great. Im now a JC graduate having bad feelings about my alevel results and worrying bout my future...but pushing that aside, im rather enjoying working life so far. Yea im still heartbroken that i had to say no to my relief teaching gig at ahmad ibrahim primary cause i had to work at river explorer that day. But just cause i want to do the relief teaching more doesnt give me the rights to push away the slight responsibility i have at my part-time job so i had to turn it down. Currently in the midst of my driving lessons and i hope by June i will have my very own class 3A driver's license. Been living off parental financial support and it sucks lol.
I really dont understand how the human mind can differ so much in similar individuals. I mean we're all around the same age i suppose, why some young adults can have such mature and wise way of thinking and on the other hand we have people that are doing the stupidest things on earth. By the age of 18-ish shouldnt we at least have the basic mindset of knowing whats stupid and whats not? I dont want to touch on the specific situation i encountered cause she might read this and world war III starts. Anyways, to whoever it may concern: please, you have a little something protected by a skull somewhere in your head...idk what you like to call it but i call it a brain. So please just use the lonely little organ when you're making a comment or an explanation cause it just shows sheer stupidity now.
And, just cause freethought isn't a religion doesnt mean i dont have a believe. I guess its more towards agnosticism cause honestly, every religion has its know background story and they all sound rather convincing in one way or another. So whats wrong with having a free mind. And just cause my parents are Buddhist doesnt mean i have to naturally follow in their footsteps. I actually have this thing cause individuality and personality that i develop and not copied lol hehe whoops? But come on...you and i both know im not lying. And im not superficial just cause i still pray in a temple and present offerings to my grandparents because that's their religion when they are around and its the slightest thing i can do for them now. Its not like im messing with you and your religion so why cant you just live your life and i'll live mine...damn.
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