A few hours ago I had the best birthday of my life:) my eighteenth birthday.
At first it kinda sucked cause I had chemistry paper 1 in the afternoon. But hey! I had my first and prolly last birthday celebration in school with my lovely badminton friends. And then I went for dinner with my family and then back home to cut the cake. And, at around 930pm two of my best friends crashed my place. Haha was really surprised and had so much fun with those two around. I honestly thinks that its the thought that counts so I am thankful for every one that makes this the most memorable birthday I had even if all you did was to wish me, I appreciate it. Thank you for the amazing gifts!
Especially ❤ ;
Alicia dawn daddy mommy brother Jodie Kaixin Liangmei Conan Jingxiang Zhanhong Alfred Nathan Xavier Haiys Lingying Jielin :)
I'm 18 hell yeah!
2:21 AM
I've always read references online saying how their loved ones had changed or what so ever and honestly i've never quite understood what they were talking about cause I felt like I've never had a significant example. But now, I'm starting to understand. It's that feeling when you felt like you used to know a certain someone and snap...they suddenly became so foreign. I mean you may still hang out or talk to the person but it's no longer like before. Its really sad when he becomes someone you used to know.
Well wells. went for a gathering this afternoon and saw so many little kids running around...I know I'm still a kid and all but I really envy them. Yes prolly I'll have worries in the future but right now it feels like the peak of worries. Idk I'm like 18 and writing like I have major life decisions to make lolol. But seriously at this stage it seems really crucial cause one wrong step and you screwed up your whole future. You flunk this and you lose your admission to recognized universities and your degree wouldn't get you a good job. So I guess my worries aren't for nothing. And everyone would constantly tell you that you're smart and you'll definitely do well but you know better...and something tells me it wouldn't be pleasant. I wished I would spend my time working hard instead of reminiscing and worrying...lol?
1:30 AM