yea i cant believe im blogging when im suppose to be in the midst of a crazy mugging session for alevels. But hey, I've just had my farewell assembly last Friday. So now, i have officially undergo 12 years of education. It definitely feels good to be finally running the last lap of the first section in life. Now, it all comes down to the big, scary Alevels. Or i as i like to put it, the exam that determines almost every detail in the rest of your life. in other words? the 3 Cs. Course College and Career. Yea talking about my career, still clueless. I dont know what i want to do...honestly the things that i have interest in dont seem to be able to support me till i die. I honestly love to write. It feels good to express your feelings, or control a story line. But honestly...a writer? in Singapore? How practical can that be. And i know that the government is pushing for people following their dreams instead of jumping into a career for the big bucks. But seriously...with Singapore's high cost...do you really think that is practical? I also have a strong interest in design. I dont know why but i suppose its in my blood. I would kill for a career that involves me sitting in front of a desk and craft designs all day. But that comes down to the biggest problem i face. I cant draw for goodness sake. Yea that's why my most practical way out would be to teach. So if i dont flunk Alevels too badly, and this brain of mine doesnt pms, i should enroll in NIE next year. 

And i really want to address the issue of my second language. Okay im Chinese and my Chinese honestly suck. But its not exactly that bad i think. If i dont think about it, i can carry out a normal conversation. and i mean a normal conversation not those debating style with big words and machine guns speed. But I guess i start to stutter a little when people ask me to speak cause i would start focusing on the fact that im not as fluent, cant read well, and the large pool of words that are alien to me. Im not proud that i cant speak well...and some what ashamed...but where do you find the time to improve your Chinese with every subject English based! Okay i am to blame cause i personally lack interest in Chinese shows...but at least im still trying to be a bilingual!

And i can already sense this post is going to be SUPERBLY LONG. But the mood is there to continue writing! In my air-coned room and boyce avenue as my background music. Okay a lot people have been laughing at me for using a Nokia phone. Whats there to laugh about? So what if the market and demand is dying? I bought this phone cause i like it. And when i eventually got sick of it and sell it, i will buy another phone i like, be it what brand it is! Although now im having a strong debate over my next phone...blackberry or iphone. I know i will be paying for my own phone...so cost doesnt quite matter since by then i should have gotten a holiday job. Okay...blackberry? I really like qwerty keypads. My current and previous 2 phones were all qwerty. It's really much faster and easier to type!

But the iphone just makes my argument weak...its just so much more interesting!!!! I've always hated using phones that are widely popular...but the way they are packaged is too attractive...i feel so weak! LOL

Now i believe this is the last thing i want to talk about cause i have biology papers to do. I want to touch on originality. Maybe i'll be more specific...the lack of originality for certain individuals i prefer to leave anonymous.

I really cant stress on how important originality is to me...and of course the practical way or some idiots out there would argue that 'omg we're breathing the same air, you copy me, how not original' Okay i totally made that story up LOL. But anyways, there are billions of people on the planet..i dont know the exact number but you get the point. So many human beings...do you really want to be just like another individual? I know i dont! I do certain things the way i like it! And once again, CERTAIN things. I live life the way i want to and honestly if people wants to follow my lifestyle choices, im flattered that i am leading. And of course when i live life that certain way im 100% not alone. But at least i can stand up and say i did not change my likes and dislikes just because another known individual did. Can you?