Okay I've decided a list of things that i want to do after Alevels...Yea thinking that far already.

1) Get a well paid holiday job
-Well considering the fact that i might be going to NIE, i think the best fit job would be tutoring. But i have to say i am really not confident of tutoring others. I cleared PSLE and Olevels with average marks...not exceptionally well and not the failing type. Im also scared that i might cause my tutee to fail...so maybe i'll go for a less educated requirement job scope like sales...afterall i love talking. And there are two main reasons im getting a job, firstly i need the money for the next few points...and secondly, im not wasting almost half a year lazing around.

2) Get my driver's license.
-Well, i turn 18 on the 27 of November this year and Alevels end on 3 of December. So, im legal! Hell yeah. But word on the street is that it would cost around 1000-2000 for the driving course. So i might need 1-2 months to afford it. And im like super desperate to get my driver's license. Its the most exciting part of turning 18 in Singapore. Well, to others is that they finally get to club but i have zero interest in clubbing...so driving is on the top of my list! Cant wait to pass that test and drive a damn car.

3) Get a laptop
-Yes...most people by my age would own their own laptop already...and i actually survived pw without a laptop. Anyways, this goes way back in like 2009 when i asked my daddy for a laptop and we went down town to look for one. But then my brother was in the midst of complaining about his...and there was this sale on this AWESOME desktop computer that cost around the price of a laptop and had much better specifications...so we got my current com instead. And let me tell you, this aint a normal desktop! It has a built in CPU so there's no need for the bulky external CPU and its around the width of a flat screen tv. It's touch-screen and has all the xd, micro sd card slots at the side, it's a dual core, windows vista (newest at that time) and comes with wireless keyboard and mouse. Awesome right...yea and i swear it's super fast...i only learnt that after i used my brother's laptop! Hahahaha...so i love this computer which i named and then i forgot it's name LOL. But yea, if i get into a uni, laptops are pretty much a necessity i suppose.

4) Get a deep poll
-Well, i've always wanted to add Andereen into my IC for god knows how long and i've finally figure out how to! Hahah...Firstly, get a deep poll which is like a law document to approve your name change and then bring that doc to apply for a new IC. Awesome right. The deep poll cost like a 100 bucks i guess. Jokes on my daddy! Hahah, if he wrote the name down in my birth certificate like 18 years ago, i wouldn't have to go through all this rubbish! His reason back then was that he was afraid that if i grow up and hate the name i wouldn't be able to change it. How thoughtful...but its so epic that both me and my brother liked our given name. It's like super unique in my opinion! Hendry and Andereen. Cool right. But im kinda glad that he didn't verbally tell the nurse...cause he thought that was the spelling for adelyn...which was the name he wanted to give me...but thankfully, he was really bad in English and i got this awesome name LOL. My brother's name originated from the snooker player Stephen Hendry. Since my daddy is Stephen, so my brother's Hendry! Yea...but now that i've bonded with my name, it's going to get legalised!

So the total cost should be approximately, SGD$1500 + SGD$1000 + SGD$100=  SGD$2600
So i probably need 2-3 months to raise that sum! But firstly, Alevels in 37 days!

10:52 PM

It kinda sucks that so many jc2s are in one way or another changing for alevels and not the good kind. Singapore's education system sometimes really sucks as it's a no degree and die world. Why are degrees so important for you future...I'm so sick of learning for all the wrong reasons. So many of your tight friends have been slowly drifting away into the spirit of alevels. Yes that might get you the grades you want but is it really you? So many of them are only making friends with people that you can benefit from academically and pushing away the others. I'm not saying that it happened to me directly but I've noticed from other's situations. Honestly, to get the grades you want you might just be losing yourself along way. I don't low about you but I sure wouldn't be proud of myself if I had ulterior motives to make friends with the good graders. Its not morally right in my opinion to make use of a certain someone that way and push away friends that have stuck by you from the beginning. Okay now that I thought of it, it seems to have happened to me. Yea it kinda sucks how you can get kinda close to someone and once they step foot in JC or they're months away from the alevels, boom! strangers...
Anyways, I guess what I want to say is that I will work hard on my own and together with my real friends and hopefully make something out of it. Even if the ending ain't as pretty, I would be able to live up with myself.

Did I mention how badly I would be flunking my Prelims...yea I bet more people would avoid me... But anyways, I wasn't very fond of pioneer JC in the first place and now I guess that i will be graduating in 3 weeks time, all i can say is that there are ways that it's better and there are ways that it got worse.

2:09 AM

I don't know is it the guilt talking but I feel like I'm constantly pushing away people generally guys that care for me.I guess it's that I want to keep a safe distance, to draw a clean platonic line. It kills me to unintentionally hurt people who don't deserve the extra hurt and pain. So it's like a little grey zone that I really don't know how to juggle well

1:30 AM

I dont want to flunk my exams again cause something tells me you wont be around for me this time round... 

2:22 PM

This post is to dedicate to the some annoying twits.

Im sick and tired of reading tweets of Jc kids flauting their Jc lifestyle to secondary school kids. Yea i said flaunting... Jc is indeed stressing and may make you go crazy...but some people seems proud that they are undergoing such stress cause it makes them feel superior. Lol...?
It is perfectly normal for secondary and primary school kids to have less packed curriculum and learn less stuff than Jc and Poly kids. You honestly cant expect a 10 year old to be doing rocket science. Its just so dumb why people like to tell their juniors of what they are going through...oh wait...not just telling...its with a pinch of 'im able to handle more stuffs than you can' tone. Hello...thats the point of growing up. Its not possible for you to learn the same amount of stuffs or having same curriculum length as you climb up the education ladder. You graduated for a reason, and it is to show that you are ready for the next level...not to boast to the younger. I hate it when i over-read or hear comments like 'omg, you're complaining about your sec sch life? try Jc or Poly'...Shut up. Different age groups are expected to have different capabilities...Its perfectly normal for secondary school students to complain about their schooling life as its not a walk in the park at that age...exceptions to the freaky genius. Yes now that you're looking back, secondary school life seems so easy...but it wasn't! Its just cause you've experienced worse and thus compared and set the verdict that secondary school is easy and the students are just whiny. Its so annoying especially for people around my age...you're laughing at your juniors? your seniors are laughing at you too!! How does that feel now? Its a never ending cycle so why start? Also another point is Jc kids saying how secondary school kids are already failing and that they will never survive in Jc. Different people have different learning capabilities...and putting that aside, 90% of the failing kids are probably just lazy! So what makes you above them? You know how inflation rates have to be taken into account when determining real economic growth? Its the same damn point! You're learning more and tougher stuffs but you're older too. So the only thing that puts you above your juniors is your age...and whats there to boast about? That you're older than them so you'll probably die earlier? Im older than you i know things you have yet to know...but there are people that can say that to me as well..So whats to compare seriously...

And yes i complain about my life a lot, and the things that im complaining about may be inferior to what i am about to face in the future...but that's just life...
Sometimes i dont know why i follow certain people on twitter when all their tweets ever did was annoy me...I guess that's life too...sighs!

Ps: This post may be due to pms or pre-prelims stress or pre-alevels stress :)

3:11 PM