Sometimes I can't shake off the feeling of wanting to step out into the world alone...idk why I would have such sentiments. Well it'll prolly start with me getting a place on my own after I secure a job. But don't get me wrong. I super love my parents and I get along with them perfectly fine actually we are almost a model parent-child! But can't shake off this feeling of wanting to fend for myself eh! Haha jokes on my parents for raising a child that's too independent! I spent half my teenage days settling my problems by myself so it's not really that big of a deal that I grew up to be able to live a one-woman story. Haha sounds super dramatic but it's not happening anytime soon and I wouldn't feel okay leaving my parents. Im only 18! There's prolly 4more years to go before I graduate whichever university I get into and prolly a few more years till Im able to stabilize what ever to come in the future! So yea now it's just big words coming from a small girl. But well it still might happen but now all it's gonna be is just a vent. :]
9:22 PM
First time blogging with my itouch it's rather cool! Been really packed with midyears cause I really cannot afford to fail again...but I pretty much flunked everything that I took...so dead. I really hate muggers to the extend that I want to have them for dinner...! Seriously...competitive much? Well...closet muggers are way worse...especially those who told you that they didn't study when it's all the ever did for the holidays! Sick of JC...wanna get out of this shit hole soon...few more months.
So many things to look forward to after Alevels
1. Holiday job --> for cash
2. Drivers license! --> turning 18 soon
3. No more JC
4. No more uniforms --> though I kinda like uniforms
5. Gonna be an Uni undergrad --> hopefully
Yea that should be it. Have been ready my diary from 2years ago...really miss those days. My favorite year might just be 2010 my secondary 4 days. Miss all those small talk in classes and definitely miss netball trainings. Too many things to be missed! The teachers, the close cohort, trainings, lessons, special events, etc... Things were way better back then...not as much confusion, stress. Although te level of boy drama is still the same...well what do you expect! I'm still a teenager. Well enjoying my last few teenage years!
Of course the amount of rants haven't decrease...oo brainstorm! Gonna make a list of things I'm sick and tired of
1) muggers
2) closet muggers
3) the horrifying and annoyingly low level of independence my new friends have...
4) family drama
5) my brother always finishing my leftover beverages that I leftover on purpose...
6) my room being buried by notes...
Yea I can't finish this list...it'll take mr forever. But that just shows that I'm just like any other singaporeans out there...complaining bout our first world problems...
Well I should prolly get some sleep now since I have an afternoon paper tmr. Damnit sometimes it sucks to be a j2...or maybe just to be in jc...
2:26 AM